After being scared shitless by several things just randomnly falling in my room I decided I'd talk to myself on here lol Yes, I'm an odd one.

My friend keeps texting me wanting me to date her brother. YUCK! Like as if that'll ever happen! He's got a big head, ugly as a mofo, and is a major player (WANNA-BE that is!) that wants some pussy. Sorry, but I'm not that easy and I'm definetly not that stupid. If I wanted to screw somebody I can simply go to 2 different guys (one being an ex who I still like and the other being my boss). I don't need to "hook" up with some guy in his "pimp/dope" ride to get "laid". It's retarded! He doesn't know his ass from a hole in the ground anyways. There's no way I'd date him...let alone screw him.

Speaking of getting screwed, I have a very odd feeling that John Cena will be getting screwed out of his title reign on January the 8th on the New Years Revolution ppv. He's hot and my friend Jess wants to marry him...and Beka wants to marry Randy Orton, but those are two different stories to tell at another time.

I'm not tired at all...usually I can sleep but the past few days I haven't been able to sleep one damn bit. Hopefully tonight will be better...

What do you care?
You acted like as if U didn't...
So why now?
Why care?
U tried
I tried
But honestly, it's not what we want
I could tell
It's a shock you couldn't tell
U had ur suspicions
So let me have mine
By the way,
What do you care what I'm doing?

So, today wasn't as good as planned, but here's what went down:

1) Didn't go to bed until 6...again
2) Woke up at 5 minutes till 10
3) Went to work and got hit by those damn kiddie balls along with being picked on by Shawn and for once...Beth! Really awkward at that moment
4) My now ex boyfriend stopped in and totally ignored Shawn...Shawn and I both think that my ex thinks there's something going on between the both of us...even though Shawn is a hottie! lol
5) 5 minutes before leaving my 8 1/2 hour shift at work I texted my ex saying we needed to talk and got into the whole "friends" thing...for the second time.
6) Finally got some fresh air after taking goofy pictures of Shawn with a kiddie umbrella. rofl...I'm so gonna have to post them all over the internet. :p

So, even though some people may consider my day a shitty day, it really wasn't THAT bad. I think I should just stay single forever b/c the guys become little whiney bitches after a break up.

Well, even though this is my first fuckin blog...it shall not be my last...that's for sure!